i feel bad...[[feels bad]] im such a loser. rawr on me. i wish i never said half the stuff i said yesterday while talking to davey. i do love him and i know he loves me. i jus dunno what i was thinking...i could blame it on lack of sleep but that would be lame. hot hot heat seems to make me more happy tho. its uhm upbeat and i guess im not use to that. i think davey should get on yep ...::looks at aim::... i wonder where he is..i would call him but i dont like talking to his mom or his stepdad. they make me uncomfy...but it would be worth it cuz id get to talk to him...hmm...i dunno i might. but if he isnt home then uhm that will make me more sad so i dunno. heh your prolly sitting there thinking ..who cares... and your right so im gonna stop now.
