my life is going down hill. failing every grade. parents moving me around. thinking about moving me again. switching me to more and more psychiatrists. i hope they both die and rot in hell. that would be great..but yea. ive seemed to resort back to bad habits but it makes me happier in a sense. tomorrow is the last time i hafta walk in the fuckin school for 3 weeks. but by then ill prolly be homebound...hopefully. i went out to lunch w/ this one gal. she's really cool. and yeah. but thats all that happened good today. tomorrow i might jus skip my exam. no point in trying anymore..and yea. bye..