okay i woke up around 4 something this morning and my lower back was hurting. not that big of a surprise since my kidney's been all fucked up lately. i tried to get up and couldnt without my mom helping me. my kidney is all swollen. :/ so i got dad to call my kidney doctor so i can find out whats wrong. i know im going to hafta get surgery tho... :/ rawr.

on a happier note, i got to talk to davey for like..almost 3 hours yesterday. thats a long time. it was kinda funny cuz we talked about how we dont talk and how we were worried about it and stuff. then we watched ed, edd, and eddy. heh. the ice cream was so funny. mwaha. i wanna sell cheap ice cream like that someday...anyways...im glad i got to talk to him for that long cuz now we kinda figured out why we havent been talking lately and hopefully we'll start talking more... *sigh* ah well whatevah.

im probably not going to be on as much lately cuz dad got my report card and im failing 1 out of 6 classes. which i think is actually really good for me cuz last report card i was failing 3 classes...so yeah. dad came up with this BRILLIANT idea of me studying 1 hour a day during the school week and only letting me on the computer 2 hours out of 5 days. so that means during the school week ill only be on for 2 hours total. [unless dad goes to the store or something] and then i get an hour a day on the weekend. blah this is so stupid. :/ its hard enough i never get to see my davey now i hardly get to talk to him too. i would say this probably would give us more stuff to talk about on the phone but it probably wont. :/ blah.

and now im done.