okayyy my stress level is like woosh! heh. the whole medical thing is one of the major reasons. stupid doctors cant seem to find out whats wrong with me and i went through so much pain physically and mentally at the hospital. :/ as davey's mom said, i need to get back to tennessee where there's real doctors. another reason might be that i stress out people. it makes me so mad at myself cuz its not like i try to. i think some people think i do tho...ah well. :/ i know i play a major role in davey's depression. like thats anything new...

*cough* well anyways school is also another reason. i have so much to make up and so little time. BLAH! school should just shove it!! its spring break tho. woohoo! partay! okay no not really...i sure wish i could be with davey tho. its gonna be a lonely week. :[

danny and davey called me today. it made me feel all happy and stuff cuz ive been feeling rather lonely lately..and today i just felt less lonely i suppose. georgia is the main reason i feel like this. its not a state, its a big black hole that sucked me and my family in. im not gonna get into that tho...

i also found out that "akward silence" is more of a problem then i thought it was. danny kinda enlightened me on that. so thats means ive gotta learn how to be interesting. thats gonna be hard for me...

*psst. danny should call me more and davey should know that i love him! and ill try to be more..interesting and listen more and open up more! (since i just found out thats what you want me to do.)*