well i just recieved somewhat grand news from my family:

this friday-sunday - flea markets and yard sales. the beach. and going to some place in south carolina called "gods land" or some shizznit like that. and there's rivers and stuff thats called 'holy water' that people have been drinking from for years and its been known to cure lots of things and decrease the rate of aging. and my mom watched a tv show about it and decided "ashley, you need that!" :/ blah!

im hurting really REALLY badly right now. why? i dunno. cuz im always sick and im always gonna be sick and nothing [not even 'holy water'] can help me now. i cant even see myself living to see 20 at this rate.

im also really pissed off. people cheating on other people for no effin' reason is one thing that pisses me off the most! and if i was up there i'd probably hit this certain bitch in the fuckin' face! GOD! i dont get it.. if you get tired of who your with, break up with him/her! dont just go out with 2 people! that makes you a whore/slut/whatevah! and it'll mostlikely get your ass kicked.

and thats it for this lovely entry.