i honestly don't see why i am not already single.
i fucking suck at life and dave never fails to point it out to me.
whenever he's really frustrated he always brings up the fact that i dropped out of high school and haven't gotten my ged yet.
even after the fact that i am doing it on valentine's day.
funny because that's the only plans that i have on that day.
the 1st valentines day ever to be with someone in all of ever and nothing.
i was very excited to be here before this but i realize now that it is just a waste of time.

i wonder if every guy is like this.
i wonder if love always turns to shit.
in that case i would much rather die alone.