bawls are the newest energy drink.
well, new to me anyways.
many hardcore geeky kids drink them and, according to dave, they really do work.
he was hyped up and played ITG majority of the time.
i played a lot of the time too. :)
i can only play 6 footers but oh well.
it's home pad and i haven't played in a 1 1/2 years.
i told everyone at tilt that i know about it and they high fived my efforts.
i love going there because everyone is so supportive no matter what.
i have way more guy friends than gal friends and i know why.
they don't bitch and moan.
plain and simple.
i can just lounge around, play video games, burp, and be stupid without criticism.
i can make comedy out of tragedy without being second guessed.
it's nice feeling.

i'm going to church tomorrow and i really should be going to bed right about now.
i haven't been getting much rest lately.
i love the on-the-go feeling but i can only handle so much while running on an empty tank.

i pushed myself hard on ITG last night.
gah, i'm still feeling the results.
dave made me quit everytime i held my side.
i wouldn't even know that i was doing it and he would be like "okay time to take a break."
it was so cute because he would take a break with me. :)
he took me to the acoustic coffee house and the kid gave me my coffee for free.

wow. i just realized that i completely jumped topics in this entry.
that's whats great about noone reading any of this.
i can just be like BLAHHHHHHH for an entire entry and no one would ever know. :D

dave and i got into a rather intense argument yesterday.
over nothing really.
i had things to do plus attempt a nap before the LAN party so i wanted dave to hold off on the mall.
we were playing ITG last night anyways so i didn't view it as the end of the world.
he started getting really irritated.
then we went to 2 computer places and none of them carried MAC computer appliances.
he took that out on me.
i cried a few tears.
it's been a while since he has lashed out on me for things that i have no control over.
he was angry up until after he had taken a shower.
he came back to the room and was sincerely apologetic.
i was so down that i didn't acknowledge it until later.
i love him though.
he is so wonderful.
he learned from his mistake and i could tell because he told his mom that i had stayed the night last night.
stupid dave haha.
i can't believe he did that!
he told her that i had slept in danny's bed because he was at his house last night.
i mean we didnt get in until 7am and didnt even do anything while i was there in his dorm except pass out.

he didnt blame me one bit when his mom bitched him out.
he came over and i held him and everything was better. :)
i am glad that he realizes when he is treating me badly now.
he rarely does it anymore which is also wonderful.

i have to go to church, the mall to play ITG while no one else is there, and help dave with his assignment.
i should really go to bed now...i probably wont though.

i love talking to sean.
he is such a cool kid.
i wish that casey didnt believe everything that he hears.
he needs to have hard evidence before spreading rumors.
that is exactly what it is until there is proof other than words.
i think that sean is a good kid and wouldnt do anything to hurt anyone.

gah my finger hurts.
i wish that i had listened to dave while he told me not to bite my nails over and over.
he reached for my hand everytime and i ended up doing it when he wasnt around.

oh yeah some guy flashed his brights into daves side mirrior while he was switching lanes because the guy was tailgaiting dave so that he would move for him.
he flipped dave off and i flipped him off too.
i told dave to tailgate him with his brights on the whole way there.
also when the guy was went off a ramp at some exit he made sure to get his brights to shine into his mirrors.
he flipped us off again and almost wrecked trying to do it.
we laughed at him and he drove off pissed. :)
guys are so stupid.
i'm not some pansy girl that will take shit like that.
i can be more of an ass if i have to be.

my finger hurts too much to type.
guess i will update later.